HATE HER ~

yesterday with date 17 july 11 ..i misscall him ..adn he ask me to call him back ..
yaa ..i call cosz i miss him much ..suddenly he tellin' me about with who his chat ..firstly , i'm not care about ..cosz he told that they chat just wanna tell about his friend ..ok ..i accept it ..tak kisah klau kite nk kwan ngn siapa2 kan ;)
then,i onlining his sosial website and i sew that they chat with nicely word ..when i searchin' like wht he told me ..there's no word about his friend ..yess !and i'm too jealous ..cosz if me wanna reply-ing other boy's cht ..i think twice of it cosz i'm scared if u get mad on me ..yess !!yesterday i'm really mad of it ..sad cosz i not found about ur friend's name ..if you wanna know why i be like that yesterday ..it is about this ..about you say tht you get fever , 3 o'clock , suborn ...hmmm~
you ask me yestrday why bfore this i'm not being like tht and why now i change ?
because i dont wanna what happen from the past would happen back to me now ..i'm scared dear ..i'm scared ..
i frightened of that wht happen to long ago will same ..
i just wanna say that I LOVE YOU ~
and i dont wanna you LEAVE ME ~
now i'm be cool again ..and you dont think about yesterday ..let it go from your mind ..
its ok ..i'm ok now ..cosz today i just saw that word ..thengs cosz you lend ur ear to hear what i say and sorry make youu angred ysterday ..
there is nothin' wrong if you wanna chat with her bie ..but beware from her cosz i see that her attitude like a ITCHY GIRL ....

I WISH I GET WHAT I DREAM IT ?

pejam celik-pejam celik ..haryy semakin cepat , masa semakin laju ..
agy bpea minggu nak bulan 8 da ..
da laa puasa ..busy ngn projek psang monitor and cpu ..huh~
study lagy subject2 penting ..terleka nty bufday sdri pown mybe x ingat ..haha :DD
but i wish orang yg terdekat x lupa jugak tentang ituu ..
ingat pown suda bermakna ...huhuhuu~
next friday(22.07.2011)akuw x dea ..gy camping ..waa~
3 hary berturut2 laa aku x online ..hehee ;)
but klorw gy msty rinduu bebel-an cik norma and si kecik epul ..hahaha :DD
and what i dreamin' is people that i love ..their love me too ..haha :DD
and daa ..what goin' to tell is i want my missin' tweety back ..(!)

FORGET ABOUT THE PAST (!)

today what i wanna sharing with you is ..
forget about the past that full of sucks situation ..
if your in a bad situation what would you do with yourself ?
did you punish yourself ?
did you blame yourself or other people ??
did you do like that ??
huh ..first i wanna tell ..i ever think like that ..next and next day ..i ask in my mind ..
why i so dumb to think about people that who doesnt love and like me ..
it make me soooooo stupid ...
and beside that , i intend to FORGET about the past ..
and start a new life ..a new love ..a new story ...
about love ?
when i read newspaper watchin news on tv ..
many people wanna kill themself because of a broken heart ..
huh ..i ever think about that .. i doesnt want do like that because ..
i trust that my first strange man can make me happy and the man that i mean is SAIFULSHARIZALSHAM ..
many painful days that we have to face ..but our love make us know to finish up misunderstanding between me and him ...i trust him , his trust me ..and make positive thinking not negative ..
thats the way make me feel free with my past tht full of suck .. ;)